My first book out day...
Wow.. it's my first book out day today.. it's a day whereby everyone in the company is looking forward too... though I dun really enjoy the so called 7 hours of sleep inside.. where we actually sleep about 6 hours b4 waking up for the stupid morning exercise.. lol..
I actually reliease something that the amry is actually changing my personnality... in the past when I went for camping.. the first time I do when I reach home was to throw my bag with all the dirty clothing one side and proceed to my room.. perhaps it has slowly becoming an habit to finish the landry first... I actually washed all my clothing first and arrange my stuff b4 going out to meet my classmate lol..
Sometime in the night b4 falling myself into dream land, I often reflect what I did in the past.. be it the good and the bad ones.. the multiple fall I experience in relationship, my attitude towards friends and family..
Enough about all those emotion stuff.. today when I first login to my friendster.. I am so delight that my ex gf yue lin actually had send me an friend request... of course without any doubt I accept the request.. finally we are back to friend again but perhaps that was only valid in the cyberspace arena.. after reading her profile.. I felt happy for her... for she had someone by her side.. though she was once my gf.. but we choose to let go.. however letting go doesn't mean I dun care.. it's just that we choose to stay away from the blame game.. b4 hurting each other more..
Argh.. later still needa go shop for my amry stuff.. meeting xue later in the afternoon and jasper late at night.. might be quite an busy day for me.. and not to forget booking in on sunday night haha.. last but not least... Micky I miss u...
A new Life?
Today is my last day having my freedom, well at least for 1 yr 10 month after.. though it's quite bored coz I just felt that something is missing from my life..... However e issue that keeps me worrying is about my mother, my family.. just hope that they could take care of themselves..
Feel quite touch when so many ppl actually msg me regarding my enlistment... at least u guys make me know that I am actually not alone..
Many thanks to ahzai whom accompany me to watch movie.. and shopping haha.. and of course jasper for all the wonderful guideline.. kekeke
Last but not least..... I m still quite excited about going in .. and thanks to everyone who make my life more meaningful (",)
4 days countdown to amry.....
Wow.. time really flies man.. it's another 4 days b4 my enlistment to serve the country haha.. though I do hate to leave my family.. but as an singaporean, well, it's just a sooner or later issue haha.. so might as well be enlisted earlier so that I could start my career planning earlier....
It's hard to convey my feeling into words.. for I am so confuse now.. but I sure dun regret my decision in requesting for earlier enlistment.. just that I feel that I need to get serious in e future.. for everything I do..
Though I know I miss my family.. there another 'one' I miss.. that is Micky.... though I really hope to see him one last time b4 enlisting.. but I know it's way impossible... for I can't be only seeing him and I hate to face that girl whom cheated me so many times.. But Micky.. u will always be in kor kor heart de.. no matter where u r.. u will never be forgotton.. at least u are still viewable as my wallpaper kekeke.....
sigh.. so tired.. tml still have to work.. as request from the vice president.. asking me to work till last day can anot.. haha.. siao.. but this weekend is quite meaningful for me bah.. friday night, dbs stuff treat me for dinner plus ktv.. den sat night went to meet internet friends.. though all are guys but we do enjoy toking cock haha.. follow by meeting jasper and phobie with her husband.. so touch.. her husband come down for my sake.. and sunday rot at home lolz.....
Perhaps my only regret was being unable to catch up with xue.. b4 my enlistment...... Zzzzz nite
The Same Old Way... It Cuts Me Deep..
Just finish watching the taiwan show TV 3 jian ke.. this epo was talking about 4 good friends, 2 couple each, having the gal betraying her bf for the bf buddy... well, I simply love the show coz it really educate me about all possible things that could have happen... and this epo was really sad.. I even shear tears when the truth is out. To cut it short, when the poor guy firstly discover of their affairs(gf and buddy), though he was sad, but he chooses to gib up the relationship.... However this gf of his.. keep msging him saying "please dun leave me, I miss u" and other more which they didn't bother mentioning.. and the 2 host was of course abit touch as well and even encourage him to perhaps patch up with her since she had learned a lesson of her own.. even during the last min b4 the guy were to go up her house for a talk, she msg him "I still love u" .... wow I was thinking at that point of time.. perhaps he should really gib her a chance as well.. but but but... half an hour later, guess what?..... she appeared with the buddy and heading to the car from the girl house.. meaning they actually had 'something' upstairs already b4 coming down... yet she could still msg the poor chap.. "I still love u"... and b4 they even reach the car, they were like kissing each other.. holding hands.... the ending was of course the buddy being beaten up and the girl crying alone in e middle of the road.. sigh so sad.. even at the last min, she still lying.. saying she only bringing that buddy to find her buddy gf to explain... I guess she still dunno they already saw the sence of them kissing.. even one of the host also stand it.. keep on repreminding the girl.. "how could you treat your bf like that, you are a big liar, blah blah blah"
I really felt very upset for the guy.. really... for I once experience something he did.. just that she didn't went for my buddy.. just someone she just knew.. really hope he could get over with it.... for I took almost 2 years to get back myself... Even though 11 months ago.. I, decided to forgive her.. coz she told me that she was still young by then.. dunno how to think..... and once again.. put my trust onto her..... and I got back the same old ending, just like the poor chap... she could msg me things like "please gib me a chance, I wouldn't lie to u again" today.. but lie to me tml with a guy at her house... doing hanky panky stuff with her so called good friend.... but all this time round, I don't really feel that depress after all, perhaps due to my last experience.. but I do have some worries.. which is Micky after all.. hopefully she will treat Micky like a family member... hopefully...
*yawn* it's rather bored to talk about the past.. but you can always learn some valuable lesson from it.... kekeke think should really enjoy life at it is..kaoz.. 6 days left to enlistment le Zzzz.. oh oh.. not to forget.. I really hope to be able to see xue fen once.. b4 I enlist.. for she's someone very special to me.. without her.. guess I woudln't even get hold of my dip
