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Its been ages since I last update my Blog... Luckly my userId and Pwd are still remembered haha..Recently, alot of problem concerning about $$$ is occuring to me..
For some reasons, friends of mine, relative.. all turning to me for $$$
Do you know, its really hard to reject someone especially when he/she is really in needs..
be it they require to pay off their soccer betting debt.. school fees... living expenses.. I mean you
name it.. they got it.. all sort of reasons in life..
Sometimes.. When my brain decision was to be firm and say NO.. My heart prefer otherwise..
Always putting myself in a dilemma... It's just a simple YES or NO
It is so hard?
Why do I have to face such hash reality...
I mean why can't they maintain their own finance well?
I save because I wanted to achieve my own plan and goal..
Not to help people dilute their debt.. ESP Soccer debt.. which personally
I detest the most..
All they could do is STOP USING FUTURE MONEY...
Don't keep thinking oh my pay is coming.. because your pay is for your
foreseeable future expenses...
It is not my fault that you overspend.. Don't come to me with teary eye...
It's my weakness.. Don't take my compassion for my weakness.. Try to
take advantage of me.. haha.. my advise to you is don't ever try..
Moreover, the amount they ask is increasing.. I am tired.. really tired of
entertaining such request.. even my nephew (being advise by my mother) is asking
me for his monthly pocket money... Cool isn't it.. being sort of sold by someone who
gave birth to you...
Isn't that the responsibility of my brother, who is his father, should do?
Why his father can use his hard earn money to gamble, going ktv while me
having to support for his son and daughter instead?
Although it's arguable that me as their uncle should help.. I mean of course I will
If it is reasonable for me.. For Example, his father contribute $200 and still short of $100,
For sure, I will fork out this deficit for them. Don't expect me to pay 100% for everything..
Damn it.. Considering I am supporting myself for my own school fees and living expenses,
I am still required to help this help that...
Another Irony incident is, Almost all the borrower are earning more than me haha...
Why Why Why??
Sigh.. Sometimes when you think of it.. It's easier to reject friends than relative.. Especially when
my mother is putting her pressure on me.. Moreover, I dun like to disclose such Issue to friends... Even close friend...
Perhaps.. Disclosing online is an alternative for me to destress..
The most memorable money lending incident is when my mother, as usual applying her pressure to me when my exams is just around the corner..
Imagine when I am studying, she keep nagging.... What will you feel if you were on my shoes?
To be frank, working and studying is already stressful enough for me...
I am already tired.. tired....
May tomorrow be a better day...
Maybe...
