How I spend my weekend...
Lucky for me, weekend is finally over kekeke.. kidda find it funny how others desire this precious moment so that they could spend their time with loved one.. perhaps..For me weekend is sumthing I detest... reason is being there basically nothing for me to do... of course other than clubbing.. though many friends are surprise that I actually went back toward those hardcore clubbing days.. lol... what is really becoming of me? I'm just confuse about the things happening to me.. in the past and recently...... However the heart ache is not as hurtful as compare to the past experience.. is it b.coz I really gone mature or I had learned to let go .... though the job currently really didn't suit me, but at least it's another way for me to slowly digest whatever unhappiness that is previling from advancing.
Another hobby I actually picked up was reading up forums.. and sumtime it's really help me to past time.. e worst thing is that I felt that even me myself cannot understand what I truely desire deep inside me.. Only knew that I really miss Micky, my dog...... even when I was real busy with work, he will suddenly appear in my mind...... the time we spent together.. and how he lick my tears when I was real down in my life.. anyway it's been almost a month since I last saw him... if only I had completed NS earlier... come to think of it.. it's really consider a waste of time.. trainning us to fight when those scientist could invent bomb as small as an 20cent coin that posses destructive power that could blow up an mrt station.... lol
No matter how sad or unhappy I am, life still have to move on..... no point pondering about all the sad experience I encounter for they are just someone who had brushed across my life.. some really disappoint me or perhaps I disappoint them.. at least I had learned something... like the saying goes.. it's ok to make mistake but not repeat them.... all the memories they have given me, be it e happy or the sad ones... it's finally over..... and for the lady whom enjoy cheating on me, are no friends of mine
