Looking back
Had been busy recently either going to hospital since my uncle got cancer and condition is very serious, even the nurse told us to be mentally prepare.. sigh really dunno whether should I still tell jia pei that I will be going to her wedding anot... to make things worse, micky sprain his left leg.. my heart really hurts when I saw him limping.Recently I know my temper has been growing from bad to worse.. perhaps it's the side effect of all e trouble that is residing in me.. even though life has still been quite nice towards me.. at least I am still healthy... everytime when the NKF show, I often ponder how lucky I was to be an normal person though I do have some color bindness but it's way better as compare to some of the patient.
Actually had alot of stuffs to write de.. but just kidda forgotton them when I start typing... oh ya b4 I forget.. so Happy that I could pass my napfa and was entitled to a silver award that will first of all delay my Ns enlistment date for 1 month(hopefully can meet xue one last time b4 enlistment) den ORD one month earlier muhahaha though I never train b4 hand lolz think it must be the mentally I had b4 going for the test kekeke
To my surprise, kl, zai, and duck actually agreed on my proposal of setting up a biz and we are actually starting to save for it.. anyway we just agree on it verbally.. still haven't start forking out the agreed amount.. but at least they do trust me on my foresight =)
Sometime I find that even a simplest thing on earth might become the toughest thing for a human beings..... like being truthfully towards ur partner, honest and respect.. esp with the evolve of internet that provide the temptation to each and everyone of us including me myself and I... I do have a new habit of reading online forum.. sharing other people experience which include alot of rubbish stuff haha..
Sigh time really fly.. just saw the chinese tv show about learning chinese.. to my surprise, they were actually flimming at my primary school parry.. it really brings back alot of memories.. both bad and good.. thinking of my old classmate, the same of basketball court, book shop and canteen.. simply miss them so much.. however I know it's immpossible to org an outing for we got no topic to dicuse with lolz and some I had lost contact with..
Dunno when I have began understanding that actually the personality of ur potiental partner is e most important aspect u should consider as compare to looks.. even though I everytime like to see chio bu lolz but deep inside I know what I really wants, what is really meant for me.. is it b.coz I had seen or experience too much unpredictable events that makes me so certain? at the same time, I m actually quite worry about my future.. what kind of job will I be heading for? can I provide my family a cosy home and alot alot alot..
ahhhhhh very tired le.. micky very naughty keep on barking barking barking.. coz he wants to sleep with me inside the air con room haha.. seeing him leg sprain den I allow him to sleep beside me.. if not I will... lolz
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