touching touching
Today should be one of the worse days in my life.. while driving back home, thanks to donald persistent calling, I lost my way and drove for 2 1/2 hour b4 getting to my destination.. end up paying a fine of $120 to a money sucker..actually he intend to extort me to a total of $400 plus plus.. lucky some of my friend who called me went down and rescue me for they are more experience in car than me.. so the bargain went on from 9pm to 1130pm. And to my surprise, alot of friends actually came to help or at least offer some of their law knowledge to help me gain a more favourable position. However I was really touch as they did took the trouble to come despite they were so busy, at the same time, she was busy watching movie with her aiai and some of her friends.. this make me so disappointed with her, even friends are so worry about me, willing to take the extra mile and some even keep on calling me to assure I'm fine with.. some even offer to come with me despite it's quite late and they are working the following day.
think I m really fooked up when it come into relationship issue, after such a long time with her, despite all my effort, she still go kidda flirting around with her so called friends that she insist they are her little bros... however the truth was only known when I use her msn to test for connection of internet since I helped her to repair her computer.. suddenly a msg from her friends calling her aiai.. yet she just deny saying he's saying for fun only.. how could you do that to me.. that was what I have been thinking inside my head... by then I was thinking back.. why she could meet him/them for supper, movie but dun hab time for me..
to be frank, most likely we are not going to be friends anymore.. it's not the very first time this kind of things has happen.. well at least b4 the start of our relationship, I seriously remind her when she dun love me anymore.. please break up with me.. dun cheat on me again.. despite my very first condition, despite all these years.. all the suffering I get the last time she did something similair to me.. but I simply miss micky too much but at least he will be in better care when he's with her... right now, having to put our relationship on hold, wasn't easy for me... seriously
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